Alright...I'm confused...

I know that negativity is not optimal, but why is it that I seem to attract the people who always believe that I have some ulterior motive in remaining friends with them?

I attract people who have loads of problems who turn to me to solve them because of my unique perspective. Then God forbid I have something going on and I can't drop what I'm doing to solve a problem they're having, they turn on me like a pack of hungry wolves and I feel like not putting myself out there at all?

Why is it that no matter what I do, I can't stall the front lines of this negativity monster looming in the auras of most people in my life?

I know that social media is not the best place to begin forging a relationship with the light. My news feed is entirely blank with the exception of my own posts, but it can also be used as a portal for me to send positivity into the world, even if I don't live every moment of my life in adherence to what I'm promoting.

I'm not perfect, but I am doing my best. That's all I can do. Whatever anybody else does should not be my business, but my heart wants the best for everybody, and that is why I put myself out there.

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Learning the difference between good expenditures and bad

Cigarettes and Redbull are not sustainable expenditures. Tickets to Olivia Gatwood in Cambridge on the 23rd is most certainly a sustainable expenditure!

The first time I heard her I wanted to run around the world, steal her all to myself and never let her go.

Up next to 2.5 Red Bull, the memories I'll take home with me from that show just seem so much more...whole. Sustaining. Beautiful.

They'll touch me in a way that Red Bull cannot.

Did everyone enjoy the blood moon eclipse?

I know we couldn't see it here but any water sign could feel it. Now that it's over it will take a full moon cycle to eliminate all things which no longer serve me from my life. Or at least some of them. It would be cool if black and while thinking was one of them because I feel like a computer right now and I don't like it.

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