I am excited by the prospect of moving forward in my life. It is so nice to know that so much is possible if only I don't resist reality and slip backwards into compulsive behavior patterns.
Yesterday I was writing of my Book of Shadows dripping with pain. Today I see a bright future on the horizon. I am not sure what has changed aside from the fact that I am equally as compelled to do nothing as I am to do something monumental. I used to be confused by the lack of perspective on my life. Now I am content with not having as much perspective as I probably could. I feel as though I am being told to shut up and listen.
Don't think, don't act...just listen.
So I'm doing it.
The best way to turn my up hearing aid is to write. Whatever I have locked within me at the time comes out whether I want it to or not, and I end up growing in spite of myself. As painful as it may be to write the truth sometimes, it is impossibly difficult to write a lie.
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