So lately I've been very angry for no apparent reason. Three days of being completely stressed out. I was thinking people were against me, and I was making myself sick feeling as though people were challenging my beliefs when for one, they weren't, and two, who cares if people challenge my beliefs if I hold them as truths? What's the point of believing in something if those beliefs can be shaken so easily?
Well, today, I took a few deep breaths, sat with my anger for what it was and started basing my responses on the truth of the situation instead my insecurities. I didn't want to let my anger go because I was afraid of what I would be left with.
It's actually not that bad.
It just took some time and a little bit of effort.
I've read that the ability to turn anger into laughter is a sign of being high energy. I'm not able to do that yet but I was getting close about a week ago when I decided to embrace the Way of the Peaceful Warrior again.
Nothing was bothering me. Nothing got under my skin. Thoughts and feelings and emotions were just neurons and I was in the moment and free!
I looked at my blog performance expecting to find zeros since I haven't posted in quite some time. I actually got 70 hits on January 2nd. That tells me that people still read my old stuff, and if they're reading my old stuff, it has to be worth something.
So here goes nothing, I'm back...and I don't care who doesn't care what my arguments for spirituality are.
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