This seems to mark an interesting turning point in my life. Most things do if they're worth writing about. It's funny that looking back amidst the chaos of the present we find an underlying sense of organization to the chaos of the past. The same things which bring us frustration also serve as valuable lessons later, especially if as they arise we are more focused on resisting them than we are to experiencing them at all.
I'd like to head into this period of slowing down, as it were, with the understanding that it would serve me to develop habits rather than to feed a ravenous void of instant gratification and avoidance. The struggle to keep up with the ever-increasing needs of more this, more that, less this, less that, has grown tiresome.
I just want out of this cycle of stupidity and self-defeating ideology.
I'm working with someone who is showing me how to set and achieve goals. He is teaching me in Layman's terms why almost every effort I have made prior to this with respect to goal setting has failed. I thought I was just stupid. There is a science to goal setting.
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