I'll update on this later but the short and long is I'm impressed with myself for having come this far and I don't plan to go back.
I am still withdrawing and having a very difficult time focusing throughout the day, but beyond that it feels really good to breathe oxygen again and to not poison my body. The difference is amazing. I have a lot more energy. That's really the main difference. I didn't realize how much energy smoking took out of me. It's like a vampire.
I won't repair the damage overnight but I can arrest it. I think the longer I go without the nagging mental compulsion the better I'll feel overall. The longer I go without it, the easier it gets and the more real everything feels.
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